Friday, July 25, 2008

The Art of Vexations

I had an idea recently to write some sort of script that upon visiting www.millvexations.com would create a tiny 100px-120px banner below the primary image telling visitors about a particular artist. Especially if they had visited by clicking on an advertisement somewhere…

Example, Katie de Sousa has done an extremely lovely image of Vex Harrow that I have been thinking of using for advertisements on various networks to bring in eyeball traffic. Those who take a gander at the illustration will discover that it’s indeed eye-catching.

It would probably enhance the overall usefulness of the site and shine a light on these wonderful artists who do work for Mill Avenue Vexations.

Consider this still on the drawing board for the moment…but an idea that I really do want to implement.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

The Dark Knight

Went out to see the movie this weekend—the last one—and for once it wasn't just me and my editor seated in a mostly-empty theatre, there were actually people with us. And all in all, they were fairly quiet.

The new Batman movie series is really well built. It's set upon the dour, ever-grim dark hero that we came to know and love with every reiteration of the comics and cartoons. Escaping from a Disney affected Fisher Price "no edges" comic book super heroes. Of all things unacceptable for Batman.

The Dark Knight was good.

It was long. It had some issues with breathless timing and it seemed like it went on forever—but it did an excellent job of dragging out the very nascent pleasures of Bruce Wayne, Batman, and the Joker.

There were explosions, mayhem, sorrow—twists, traps, and terrible revelations. Even the stupid sappy over-narration that comes along with comic books. Gotham is decidedly a little more like New York this time and a little less like Chicago (as from Batman Begins and it's elevated trains.)

I would go on about the various elements that made it an interesting movie. From the emergent hilarity of the Joker and the transformation of Twoface…but I'm not quite ready for spoilers.

What I am annoyed about is how Heath Leger found his death in a bottle of pills. We lose more amazing entertainers to their vices. I'd like to call a moratorium on that for the next ten years.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Vex Harrow - American Gothic Daily Style

Just saw this one today. Created by Aggie and posted about over at her newsblog. Hint: there's a large version to be seen there.

Which, isn't just a blog, it's a comic! It has werewolves and witches and all the things that make me tingle. So I've been reading it for a while now. Thou should really go check out American Gothic Daily.

There's a couple other webcomix that I read, but they'll have to wait to get plugs from me because they're not cool enough yet to make me fan art.

I wholeheartedly endorse reading her comic and giving her love. She's certainly done a fine thing for me.

Join Best Friends to Ask the Obamas to Adopt a Family Dog

Too cute to pass up. With elections on our doorstep and the terrible mud-slinging starting, there is at least some ways to get a wedge into the political system and find some sort of cuddly interest. Here it is.

Best Friends Petition to ask the Ombama family to adopt a family dog instead of buying one from a retail store or a puppy mill.

Pet overpopulation in the United States is a strange and unruly problem. It falls outside the gaze of the everyday American because it's not as direct and potent as crime, or the Iraq war, rising fuel costs, and myriad other concerns that bleat and blare in our fast-tracked lives.

But, it is in the lest noticed of our responsibilities that true character can be found.

(via PETS 911)

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Seasons by Kyt Dotson and Sanjana Baijnath Now Online

I figured that I would show off my newest setup on the web. I did post these each individually a while back, but now I have made sure that they have an actual home on the web. There is a news item on the Vexations blog about this subject.

The series consists of four stories--very short stories. Each one is written in the second person and sits next to an image depicting the season. Autumn, Winter, Springtime, and Summer. The stories are a cycle, they have no beginning and no end, but if read in the order of the seasons tell an entire narrative.

The beautiful artwork is painted by Sanjana Baijnath; the text written by Kyt Dotson. One of the images has even become famous, and a print is available for those who want to buy them: Vex Harrow Autumn.

It was a great deal of fun to create, the artwork is gorgeous; if you haven't read it before go check it out now.

Mill Avenue Vexations Seasons.


Sunday, July 06, 2008

Circle Dark Suspends Operations

Well, that's the chops in the deep-down-dark world of Internet publishing. I suppose that this means current rights to my "Step On It" story have switched back to me... But it also means that nobody can read it for the time being. I posted as much about this on Mill Avenue Vexations, but it's hard to put my finger on how it makes me feel.

Even though first-publication is already over, I am going to keep casting about looking for placement in the strange dark universe of gothic fiction.

I guess this means I should take down my advertisement for Twilight & Thorns. Ah, so sad.

I do like them, they did pay me considerably more than I expected to receive from any venue for my work.

More news to come. I am commissioning artwork for Vexations and things go on. Take a wander over to the site and see what's going on... Next year has a line up of four (4) booklets already!

Monday, June 02, 2008

Gothic Angst Webzine Reviews Vexations Volume 5


Mill Avenue Vexations Volume 5 has gotten a review on a goth webzine. Blogged also today on the Vexations blog. Volume 5: Drum Circle is one of my favorite volumes! It represents the first time I've been able to get a full color cover and it also has special editions released to give me money to get more full color covers.

Drum Circle also includes direct culture from the Ave, the drum circle, the street preachers, and other elements that just keep me coming back. It gives me a chance to display the strange interaction between the various groups. Take a gander at the blog post and Gothic Angst. Thanks!

The literary reviewer, H. M. Garber of goth e-zine Gothic Angst, has published a review of Volume Five from Mill Avenue Vexations. People should trot on over there and check it out.


Saturday, May 24, 2008

Gothic Angst 'Zine Review of Volume 4

Mill Avenue Vexations Volume 4 has gotten a review on a goth webzine. Blogged also today on the Vexations blog.

Volume 4 is full of portents and strangeness foretelling the doom coming to Phoenix. Things have been going down that are a little more on the eerie side, the drought continues, and the heat is still rising. Vex is still trying to pin down clues and strange events that she's been a part of and thing plot drives forward like a taxi to its destination.

The literary reviewer, H. M. Garber of goth e-zine Gothic Angst, has published a review of Volume Four from Mill Avenue Vexations. People should trot on over there and check it out.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Party on Mill Ave this Saturday

Party on Mill Ave, Saturday! Marauders assemble!

Since this is the last day that I will be able to go out to Mill, I am going to be there will bells on. Take this literally. Bells. (Okay, maybe not bells.) The marauders have gotten themselves actual straight-up amplification, music, videos, and other interesting things.

There will also be a small number of signed books for anyone who wants one. Just ask.

YOU. ME.
MILL AVENUE.
8pm - 11pm.
Be there.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Overkill much?

Did up a little Demotivator-style poster for the hell of it. Having Vex Harrow on one of these is always fun and so far people seem to really like it.

Pass it around.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Mill Avenue Nights: Saturday, April 5th 2008

This Saturday was freaking amazing!

I will have to break this apart into various sub-segments outlining my anthropological research and the Mill Ave Marauders (the atheists, as I’ll call them) and other weird events.

First, I’d like to start with a pre-announcement for Volume 8 of Mill Avenue Vexations: The Rule of Lwa which was released on Saturday, but not fully announced. Take a click and gaze upon the gorgeous artwork. Also, if thou want a copy, they’re available until the 19th of April out here on the Ave.

EXTREMELY PROPHETIC

Fredd took over writing the sign because Kazz happened to fail rather badly at writing things like, “THERE ARE NO GODS” on the sign. Intermittently, people did pause to see what was being written on the whiteboard, but few actually paused to say anything. Then, out of the blue, a small group paused and Kazz distractedly handed one of them one of his tracts.

Gazing at the man from the boots up (blue jeans over brown boots) I noticed suddenly that he had a belt buckle that was Jesus. And by Jesus, I mean clasp metal, arms extended, gloriole surrounding his head, belt-buckle-of-certain-doom. This was a savior-belt. Next: bright yellow jacket – and, sure enough, the words “Jesus Freak” emblazoned in bold bumble-bee black across the breast. And me, staring on in awe.

Oh wow, I thought, this is going to be an interesting reaction. Just about when Kazz noticed him and stood up.

I hovered around for a little while to get as many notes as I could. It seems that this group hit Mill after going to a conference for Evangelicals where they had learned to hear the “voice of god.” They are a sect punctuated by the belief that they can prophesize things—like vaguely guessing the health conditions of individuals who have obvious signs of them. The group is called “Extremely Prophetic Ministry.”

I spent a little while talking to a Dutch fellow in their group. A transplant from Miami, Florida where he spent his days making hundreds of thousands of dollars a week as a male model. Between quick-talk and sporadic gesticulations he told me all about sleeping with hundreds of women, making beaucoup bucks, slotting 8-balls, and generally living the high-“high”-life. Unfortunately for him, he’s one of those people who likes to bring up the etymology of every word. And he ran into an anthropological linguist.

No. Harder alcohols are not called spirits because they cause people to act crazily and the argument of this origin is hardly compelling because – non-spirit alcohols have the same effect, furthermore a multitude of other substances that also cause inebriation are not called spirits. Alcohols which are called spirits are the distilled alcohols, which, by the way distillations of other substances are also called spirits. There are multiple possible origins, mostly alchemical. (1) They’re called spirits because distillation is a process by which the essence of a product is left behind (i.e. the alcohol) and (2) they’re called spirits because spirit etymologically comes from a word that means “breath” and distillation is a process of vaporization.

“Did you know that craft means to twist.” (I made the mistake of saying that Vexations was about witchcraft.) Well, no, it doesn’t. Literally craft means “skill.” And etymologically it also meant skill. Yes, a definition for “craft” in the dictionary does involve lying. Of course, someone who is good at lying would be skilled at it, thus the usage of “crafty.” This is not the intrinsic definition.

“Do you know what witch comes from?” Yes. It comes from a German word that meant wizard. Witchcraft, etymologically, would just refer to a skill in wizardry. Yes, I saw what you were trying to do there.

I offered him a book. He gave it back, saying, “He didn’t want to have to read it.”

I guess he was a bit broadly outside my audience anyway.

MARAUDERS

We lacked some of our larger players like Todd and Ben, but we did have Kevin, Punk Rock Atheist, Kazz, Fredd, Omar, Jim, and a few additional situational players joining the Marauders.

During the whole circus that erupted – between the Extremely Prophetic people – some discussion did get had. Mostly Omar with his bullhorn turning up the volume on the one-voice of the preachers and adding his own important insights.

We did end up wandering down to Denny’s where we tucked ourselves into a table and blustered bawdy delights about the dimming night.

I haven’t talked to the people who run Urban Outfitters but it realize that they tolerate a lot with these groups setting up on the sidewalk corner outside. The crowds that gather are a nuisance to say the least and certainly noisy. Although they try hard not to block the entrance, there have been times that some have come to ask that people move.

THE DRUM CIRCLE

Sparse. I did get to see Osiris, but he wasn’t at the circle when I did. A few people took booklets – sadly, I did find three left behind when they moved along which means that a lot of people forgot them. Ah well, it is a danger of the type of advertising that I do when I hand them out. We’ll see if anyone else is interested next weekend while I get more passed out the more willing crowds.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Internet Griefers Cause Misery on Epilepsy Site

Now on wired.com

http://www.wired.com/politics/security/news/2008/03/epilepsy

The picture is of someone extremely special to me, and she has epilepsy. The salient and important facts of this matter are that forums and products on the Internet that cater to epileptic people should really take precautions that these sorts of events cannot occur so readily. There are more boards out there.

Also, these people who did this aren't just cretinous brats, they're flaming twits whom with I will not be sympathetic if they get caught and charged with assault and intent to cause harm.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Release of Mill Avenue Vexations Cranes

It's that time again! Another booklet has been published by Mill Avenue Vexations. This time something to cool the hearts of everyone who has been staring up at the now-constructing Centerpointe Towers and wondering what's going to happen to La Casa Vieja.

Condominums crop up like weeds, sprouting broad leaves among the wildflowers of Mill Ave and we're left staring upwards into the dark at the glitter of red lights on the cranes. Is this type of development the lifeblood of progress or the bêtise of our community?

I will be carrying at least 25 copies with me on Mill Avenue tomorrow night (Saturday, March 15th). Expect them. So, if you're out in the night wandering the Ave – I am pointing at thee, Jess – come and get one.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Mill Avenue Nights: Saturday, March 9th - Marauding on Mill Ave

We had a lot of fun out there on Mill tonight.

But, to begin this story, I have to hearken back to the entire week that I spent on ASU campus. The most I’ve spent there in the past few years since I’ve started splitting my time between Michigan and Arizona. I don’t take classes there right now, but I wish that I still was, I love the academic atmosphere and I still have a lot of distance to go honing my discipline at English. Perhaps it’s time for me to actually put real time into studying the ancient masters.

This week on ASU I went to watch and study Brother Jed: a scary, fearmongering evangelical preacher who moves nomadically from campus to campus inciting anger and mockery with his abrasive, vitriolic campaign for the doctrine of his god, Jesus Christ. Of course, being the creature that I am, I brought with me a posse of atheists (mostly because one of them is who gives me rides places) and gleefully snowballed every theater major and interesting person that I could to help add to the carnival atmosphere of his visit – if for no other reason than to increase my own enjoyment or perhaps to make him more palatable while I sat.

News of this event was posted to the Mill Avenue Vexations news blog.

Mill last night certainly was a circus. I didn’t stay long to play with the preachers any more than usual, because I’m not out there to engage in the rabble with them – I’m there to study their effect on Mill Ave and I’d like to know them as people. Of course, the group gathered through the presence of Brother Jed also came.

Omar and his bullhorn created a lot of loud repartee. I got some notes on the subject, but was repeatedly forced to flee from the volume and the noise. Fortunately, there are numerous other regions of the Ave that interest me and need attention.

So, to escape the new confusion, I repaired to the drum circle, where I ended up settling to see people like Amish, Josh, Osiris, and others. A new group has been showing up on Mill of a few young people who named themselves after the Seven Deadly Sins and the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. Of course, there are less than seven of them so they happen to share names between the two groups from what I discovered – since I met, and chatted with Envy / Horseman Death for a little while.

I think that I’m going to be avoiding the preachers from now on; the rasping fête that is generated between the two groups is a little too much for me. Kazz and the troupe of atheists have them rather roughly handled, I think, and the dialogue there I am sure that I can study through their fliers and interviews will be more than enough.

There also have been some rumblings of potentially setting up a live debate between the two groups. I will probably attend that.

Here’s an excerpt from my notes from last night:

“The armies are marshalling, building on both sides. Handshakes and cordial greetings light up their faces—they prepare to take their places. The theists bow their heads in prayer and the atheists stand up proud. Voices are waiting in expectation and the thunder is gathering in watchful gazes.”

And to wrap it all up: one of the street preachers gave me a rose—which now lies on my desk right now.

I love roses.

Friday, February 01, 2008

Those Were the Days closing its doors

As many may know by now, Those Were The Days, antique bookstore on Mill Ave, is closing its doors forever.

I haven't had a chance to gather much information on them, nor prepare content to reflect their memory, but I will try to do so as soon as I can. I cannot get out to Mill but Saturdays and recent events have rather gotten up my nose with a vengence.

I will be carrying a camera at the Ave this come Saturday to get images of various aspects that I want in a comic book that I'm probably going to title: "Lost Mill Ave." A script is already written, but I don't know if I will include Those Were The Days or not.

As always, expect me between 9 p.m. and midnight. Camera, notebook, and shy smile.

Before I save tomorrow, I will record the past.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Mill Avenue Vexations Teaser Trailer



Teaser trailer for Mill Avenue Vexations using various covers and thus imagery of Vex Harrow. This is my first ever attempt at making a video file, there are some lovely (and strange) video editing junk out there and the one I used was extremely common.

I am thinking of doing some small bits on various elements of Mill Ave, so that once they're gone we have something to remember.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Release of Mill Avenue Vexations Volume 7 tomorrow

A pre-announcement on the release of Mill Avenue Vexations Volume 7 Doom in the Distance for tomorrow. I will be out on Mill probably between the hours of 9pm and 12am midnight passing them out. I have a batch of 50, but I will probably not carry quite that many with me.

For those looking for me, I tend between the street preachers in front of Urban Outfitters (or the post office), the Mill Ave drum circle, and Graffiti Shop. I will be wearing an outfit of Concost whites instead of my usual Whisper black garb in respect of Emmanuel's death earlier this week—since this is my people's mourning color. It should make me a bit more obvious than usual. Sadly, I do not have a white hat or gloves, so that'll be a little bit of a strange juxtaposition.

Below is a teaser of the cover for who might be interested.

 

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Requiescat In Pace, Emmanuel

I write this after I've learned that my friend, Emmanuel, has died. It is likely that few of my friends here know him, but I am recording my speech here nonetheless, lest my memory of him ever be forgotten. Those who read my blog will know of him as someone whose company I enjoyed greatly during outings to see the Street Preachers on the Ave.

Caidil e caidil e 's dhiot gach bron, Emmanuel.

Sleep, oh sleep without sorrow, Emmanuel.

- - -

It's not often that I have the need to write biographical speeches…and less so about someone that I cared about, found smiling in the Saturday Mill Ave lights, and now won't see there again.

So say "I barely knew you" rings hollow for anyone who likely knew him a lot longer, and a lot better than I. But here is my experience. 

As a person, Emmanuel was a welcome sight. Quick witted, truthful to his core, cheerful and thoughtful about his speech, his composure added something dramatic and driven to our little gatherings. Easy laughter and jocularity became the hallmark of his conversation and he used them often to soften the edge of his keen, curious intellect.

But the one thing that he left with the most of us – and what anyone who has spent time will them will carry away – is the warmth of his compassion and the comfort his company brought. 

Writing a speech like this is all about saying what perhaps doesn't need to be said, because everyone is already thinking it. I ask for everyone's indulgence by closing with what doesn't need to be said, because everyone listening already has it written on their hearts:

"Emmanuel, you will be missed." 

Kyt Dotson

Monday, January 14, 2008

Mill Avenue Nights, January 12th 2008

Strange weekend.

The street preachers moved from in front of Urban Outfitters to in front of the post office. In the past, this has actually been one of the places that other preachers would show up—the guys with the huge wooden cross. I haven’t seen them in a while. Of course, the Way of the Master folks can cheerfully take over that spot, it’s a good place for them. It appears they were displaced by a young man with an amp and a guitar.

A lot of interesting stuff happened tonight, so I’m going to try to cover it point by point again, but hopefully without losing to many people.

“Why don’t you atheists get your own corner?”

Kazz tells me that Lynda said this to someone in the crew. I’m pleased-as-punch, even if I am not atheist I still am filled up with joy about the dialogue that they’ve started with the preachers. It’s not about the disturbance that they create on the Ave—and the new presence of better hecklers and more disciplined dissenters is just a sign of that dissonance being noticed—it’s about the people that get brought up in the churn.

The preachers have been the only voice on their various corners for way too long. Here I’d say that they’ve gone unopposed for too long, but this isn’t exactly truthful. It creates a false sense of dichotomy, as if the street preachers are one of two voices, when they’re really one of millions and, in spite of the etymology of the word dialogue, there can be more than two parties involved.

The best part about the disruption that the street preachers create on the Ave is that the theater of the discussion between their amp and the newly added bullhorn creates an actual discourse. It requires the person with the amp (tonight it was Jeremiah again) to actually respond to the person with the bullhorn and it forces them to be part of the dialogue. They still tend to ignore a lot of questions in that slippery showman fashion, but at least it’s forging an actual forum rather than an ad hoc lecture.

But, really, what brings a smile to my lips happens behind the scenes, after the curtains fall. At about 11p.m. the preachers fold up and prance off, vanishing into the vehicles that brought them to the Ave (or they tuck into Starbucks for a while.) Without their mike and amp they become more personable, more like people; hecklers and preachers end up mingling and speaking to one another about personal lives, thoughts and ephemeral cheer. Very little animosity remains in the air, hands shake, and rivals take on a different level of discussion.

When the machine dismantles the components aren’t as hot-and-heavy anymore. At least then they’re people—which is what I come to the Ave for, after all, not for the moralizing lectures and sanctimonious priggery, but instead the reality of people and the wonder that is the story of their lives.

Where do good books come from, after all, but the humanity and the storytelling that binds life together.

This section is shorter than usual today because of…

Fred

Fred is the best thing about the night. She’s a tiny, slip of an emo chick, double-breasted black vest with a white “broken” heart, and raven-haired bowl cut—but the best part about her (aside form her gorgeous, giant spectacles of awesome) was the fact that when our eyes first met, and she smiled: I saw fangs.

Vampire fangs!

Nothing is going to catch my attention instantly than someone actually going out with a pair of acrylic appliqué fangs. The lovely thing about Goths who go with the fang look (or even emo) is that they can be kept as a subtle affect. If the person knows how to wear them, doesn’t spend their time drawing attention to them, normal conversation becomes a whole different experience. There’s no feeling quite like holding a giggling, grinning hanging-in-the-wind discussion with the leery looks of people making double-takes as they walk past.

Needless to say, I instantly delivered as many copies of Vexations into her hands as I possibly could. What can I say? There aren’t that many other Goths hanging around, and Emo are the new Goth as far as I’m concerned.

To say the least, I spent the three hours I should have been paying attention to the preachers and Mill instead paying attention to Fred. (Don’t worry about me, my research is fine. I did take a great deal of demographic notes and I’ve still got enough piled up from other nights to make up for a lapse. Why can’t I have fun some nights on Mill?)

She’s a chemical engineering major at ASU (a place that I wish that I was still a student at most days) and draws her own comic series. I cannot wait until she appears on DeviantART like she suggested she would. She even drew us some of her characters, who are interestingly thin figures similar to Johnen Vasquez’s Johnny the Homicidal Maniac. Just with a particularly straight-line-style emo flare. Also, her comix appear to feature a manic-depressive, suicidal vampire who just cannot seem to manage to kill himself (stakes don’t work, walking outside in the sun simply gives him a charbroiled sunburn, hanging fixes out-of-alignment vertebrae—some of which he received trying to run himself over with a truck…)

We managed a long talk about what it’s like living in Fountain Hills as a teen and why that’s a terrible experience for anyone. I certainly wouldn’t wish that on anyone.

She also managed to get herself booted from Bath and Bodyworks. Something about not buying anything and staring at other customers. This rather dampened our spirits later in the night when we decided that we were going to start an ad hoc coven right there in front of the street preachers (but for a lack of candles, which would have required braving B&B again…)

C’est la vie.

Cheers to another beautiful night on the Ave, and another day spent daydreaming and writing.

Psst. For those who want to know. Volume 7 is out of post-edit and is taking the finishing touches of artwork. So that’ll be appearing sooner rather than later.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Coyote Sightings

The sightings of coyotes this winter have been way up from normal. Over the past few weeks I've heard numerous reports from different people in the North Phoenix area that coyotes have been seen. I am fairly certain there has been more than one animal.

In fact, the sightings have been raised to the level of people posting on Craigslist.

Kazz, in fact, while he was walking the dogs spotted a coyote rambling through the streets of our little neighborhood. Of course, it abuts a region of actual desert here on the hard edge of the city, so that doesn't surprise me that much.

I believe that someone even rumored that one coyote had been seen near the fake lake in Tempe. Something that I'd already posited happening long ago.